Yesterday, I was watching this super cool film called "13 going 30" , and while I was talking to HIM (the IT guy I always talk about), I got in massive/silly fight with him and OUT OF THE BLUE I didn't care about him anymore... So wired! I felt so relived and so happy, of course I still have a thinggy in my Tummy when I see him online, etc. But I was just being IRONIC with him and didn't really care about what I was writing to him etc. I'M IMPROVING ! This is great! AND HE IS NOT THERE IN MY HEART TO RUIN IT!